Please keep my identity hidden. Am a lady aged 26years. I have been dating the same guy for 8years and known him for 10years.
There have been challenges but we are still together and now we have a daughter and about to get married.
Mydear, this guys cheats and cheats, i can call it profession. I learnt long time ago the grass isn’t greener on the other side and no matter how much it hurts, i accepted it.
Plus hiyo stress hukuja na new relationships; is just too much moreover we already built our empire.
I know what i bring to table is something good but who can understand men. As they say better the devil you know than the devil you don’t.
My main problem is this: huyu chali hapendi kuexplore. Yes, he brings me to orgasms but kweli everyday ni the same thing.
It has come to a point where imekuwa boring and i only have sex with him when horny. I tried buying toys but ilileta shida hadi he went silent for months.
I tried initiating other different styles but ikifika hajiskii. I am bisexual and i love exploring so much.
He doesn’t know about me being bisexual because tena italeta shida. My libido is on the higher side and I really don’t want to cheat on this guy but am tempted to.
Am out of options and i really need advice.