Am 28 Virgin and started touching myself like 4 years ago and it was without watching any pornography and became professional on it so I can satisfy myself very well.
The problem is that I started watching porn after some time then. The bad part is that I get very wet only when I see rape related porn which the ladies being attacked sexually.
Is that normal?? I get horny in strange ways thinking about being raped by hot guys, I get horny when I am in a hurry or get late on important appointments to go.
I wanted to stop this masturbation by trying to stop watching the videos and it has been already a month since I watched it but couldn’t stop masturbation.
Making myself cum leads me to be carless or attracted to man. It affects my life too. I remember masturbating in the office on my chair when I have a free wifi at work.
I downloaded those rape movies and when I do that there was people in next door offices. I think something is wrong with me. Why do I always think about being raped as it’s a good thing?
I want opinion please who is related with me?